Hello.

If you think i give a effing damn,
Then you are absurd. LOL

Ive been trying so hard to ignore your craps,
I think you just cant stop being a skank.


WHATEVER.

Addicted to you like ;

Being true, prepare to hurt.

LIVE WITH IT.

Everything.

IF

If only i have these,
I cant eat it and force myself to not love you.

You said, we were not meant to be.

Sincerely,
Me Love.

K.

我假装过去不重要，才发现自己办不到。♥

There is like too much to let go,
Memories are too vivid.
I just couldnt forget a single second with you.

And i truly hope,
They are wonderful memories for you too.
Some day, we will get there.
T O G E T H E R.

3RD SEPT 2011.

Its gonna be a simple get-together-session.

On Saturday,

FOOD; COOKED/UNCOOKED.

PIZZA/FRIED RICE/BEEHOON.

PRAWNS/SOTONG/STINGYRAYS/CLAMS/
CHIXWINGS/SOTONGBALLS/NUGGETS.

GOODIES;
COOKIES/SMALL FUN PACK FOR KIDS/CANDIES.

CAKE;
SITITCH DESIGN POLAR/ CUPCAKES.

THEMES;
MIGHT HAVE/ MIGHT NOT HAVE.

IMPORTED.

SEEN THIS ON Narcissistic.bunny.
And i find it, double awesome.

The truth is, we can’t please everybody so why bother?
Live your life the way you want it to be, not on other people’s expectations.
When people are mean to you don’t worry it’s just their insecurities speaking, dissing someone just makes you look like an uglier person on the inside and how insecure you are about yourself.

Life is short, do you really want to waste your life feeling bad about yourself just because you heard unpleasant things about yourself? Wouldn’t it be very taxing especially when those who are insignificant and yet you are letting their words hold so much weight.

Everything is a phrase, mistakes that we’ve made learn from it a be a better person.

One more thing, everybody is screwed up. It is just how well they can hide their flaws and their ill-doings. We’re humans, we sin, we all screw up sometimes so what’s the big boo-haa about? Is it really worth your time talking about the big booboo that you have made or just move on and learn from it? Worst still, wasting your time talking about other people’s downfall, does it satisfy you? For some people it does, it gives them the satisfaction they feel like a better person doing it here’s the hard truth ; I feel sorry for you because you get a kick out of laughing/gossiping about someone else’s misfortune which makes you a shallow person much worst than someone who screwed up something.

I’m no saint, I screw things up at times too not proud of it but we’re all learning.



Ignorance is bliss, it has always been this way.

An angry man is A stupid man.

THAT SHOULD BE ME.

When you know, that someone whom you love is leaving you.
When they shows you that they are reluctant to
;talk to you.
;text you on their own.
;to reply your text.
;say to meet and they say someth crop up at the very end.
;say okay, but you think its not okay.
;starting to stop replying you.
;start to say you are annoying.
;finally, stop all contacts.
;tell you the night is still young.
;life could be afresh.

Cool right, if any of this symptoms is occurring.
Be ready to give up before the another party leaves.
Without a word.
Maybe a few page of smses, telling you how tired they are.
How upset they are, over this whole relationship.
And wish to be alone, FOR THE TIME BEING.
In the end, IT ALL ENDS HERE.
Its like, always the case for me.

HAHAHA.
IMMA JOKE, I KNOW.
BUT I DONT FUCKING CARE.
LAUGH AT ME, MOCK AT MY PLIGHT.

ANYWAY, IM JUST RANTING.
THIS IS JUST FOR LAUGH, HEHEHEEE.
GOODNIGHTS.

HALO.

Remember those walls i built,
Well baby, its tumbling down.
It didnt even put up a fight,
And its didnt even make a sound.

Ohwell, i started to built a wall.
To start trying to stop thinking about you.

And then, you made a small move.
Something that made me waited for months,
then when i almost give up.
You tiniest move, moved me.
Then after that, i couldnt let you go.
ONCE AGAIN.

My heart didnt not even struggle,
therefore i should say,
there aint any need to be confused about.
My heart didnt not put up a fight with my mind.

My mind didnt make any sound,
cause my mind sense my overwhelming joy.
My heart rawr, my mind runs wild with my heart.

THEN I REALISED, HALO BY BEYONCE.
THIS IS THE SONG THAT REMINDS ME OF YOU.

Y.V.E'S SONG.
You should know, what i am talking about.

I DONT WANNA MISS A THING.

So hard to hold back when you're in my arms.
I just miss you so much, so very much.

If Only, ...

If its this case, i knew you loved me before.

SAD, IT AINT THE CASE.
Therefore i felt more fuckup in life, totally ruined.
AGAIN.

Its Always The Same.

When you feel so stupid, when you know nothing is gonna last.
You still choose to love, just for splits seconds of happiness.

When its time for you to realise, you are too foolish.
You have already fell too deep, its hurts.
Ohwell, you might say that you dont care.

But you will weep at night, stay awake when everyone is asleep.
Dwelling, brooding over shit that happened and fucking cant do a thing.

Yes, i think im feeling this almost everyday.
I dont know why, your forever seems to be so short.
I Love You aint for forever, to you.

Define forever, its a PERIOD OF TIME WHEN YOU LOST YOUR MIND.


WHEN YOU LOVE, LOVE TRULY.
BELIEVE THERE IS FOREVER, ONLY ONCE.

HOW FAR.

send me away, with words of a love song.

To Those Useless Bums.

Firstly, those whom make their wife pregnant and then do stupid stuff like getting another girlf or get themselves into stupid troubles.
Leaving the wife and the kid alone, suffering.

Those people should fucking wakeup their motherfucking idea, because you dont need to suffer thru th fucking 10months. You dont need to puke after every single meal, You dont get fat and ugly with bloody lot of stretchmarks.

Dont blame your wife for leaving you, dont blame your wife for doing thE heartless decision.

FUCKING FUCK YOUR OWN FACE.

Secondly, those stupid guys who make their girlf pregnant. Dont tell them you want the child and you wanna marry your girlf if you dont FUCKING have th capability to do so.

Worst, your girlf need to pay for the delivery suite and all the fees applied. And the next moment your family is eyeing on the kid's baby bonus. Its sucky, why not fucking get your MOM pregnant and go get some BABY BONUS.

HA HA HA HAHAHA HA.

LASTLY, DO YOU KNOW ABORTION NOT ONLY KILLS THE KID. IT ALSO KILL THE LOVE THE WOMEN HAD FOR YOU.

Whenever i see my friends whom have to abort their own flesh. I fucking hate those bloody man, You have the fucking dick which itch all the time. GET YOUR MOM TO DO THE JOB LAH.

If i ever gonna have a son, and if he is like this. I will fucking strangle him to death before he get strangled by other people's parents.

What goes around, comes around.
KARMA.

Anger Management.

Whenever some losers laughed at your plight.
Smiled back and show them you will survive.

Cause they never experience life,
to them their life is always a bed of roses.
THEY ARE IGNORANT AND SERIOUSLY STUPID.
SUCHAFOOL -.-


HEY BUGGER, I SORT OF MISS YOU ALOT.

TO NOT BE CONTINUED.

LAST LOVE; VIN.

Thoughts.

I opened my eyes all i wanna see,
Sky full of lighters.

I'm not sure whatever i'm planning now will work,
At least i'm trying to do someth out of this shit.
Getting a slightly better paying job,
Leaving the comfort zone.
Trying to be tougher, parttime but long hours.

You and i know how it is like,
Being force to fight.
At times, i thought i could get someone to lean on.
Someone who will always and forever be there.
When i laugh. cry. gets upset. happy. became cranky.
Its like the one that should be there always is gone,
Long ago, 6years ago i lost it all.

Dwelling till now, Dragging Memories.
It only hurt more, even more now.

What goes up must come down.
karma, i know.
And i had it way too early,
Unknowingly, i got trapped in all those crap.
But one thing, it makes me a stronger person.

Even if i felt weak inside, i wont show.
I WILL NOT COLLAPSE.




PS.
ITS NEVER FELT SO REAL,
ITS NEVER FELT SO RIGHT.

You should be in my dreams, tonight.

Money Money Money.

IRRITATING -.-

If Only You Dont Care.

All i need is you to not care,
When i can say all i want/like.

I will be uber thankful.

Yve's Birthday Planing.

Goodybags.
Venue.
Cake.
Food.
Date/Day/Time.

Boring, should i just dont celebrate at all?

But Yvette dont have a dad,
She should enjoy every single birthday right?
Freaking Emo Please.

But its always worth the tiredness,
Since she keep saying she wanted a birthday cel.
GRR ...


PLAN NOW.