Crimson love.

Life fuck up god damn much recently.
I really dont know how the fuck i can tolerate all this shit.
Till now, whenever i rewind my memories.
IT STILL SUCKS AND MY HOPELESS EYES POURS UNCONTROLLABLY.

Whatever, i cant help it to be so softhearted.
Somebadeh, Anybadeh.
SLAP ME, BRING ME TO LIVE.

Soon, i will have a long detailed nice post.



Yours Sleepily,
Ewayne Jake.

Its been a week since i last post.

Life has been boring and hectic.

Then work have been going thru tremors, volcano eruptions.
Work itself is still cool, getting more familiarized.
People are difficult to judge, anyway its society -.-

I dont know what should i do, i shall hang on.
3rd month, i requested for increment and confirmation.
I hope i get what i deserved before im asked to do.
SOME OF THE EXTRA STUFF.

I am not ashamed of how much i earn.
But its too little, little then what i deserved.

& On sat, gonna meet Shuyun dear & Xuans.
Sunday, Zoo with Yuki,Zach,zeph,Yve& Momma.

Soon, January is coming :D
Then Chinese New Year!

Keep Holding On?

I know, no point telling people i cant move on.
They will say: "Dramas, over and over again."

Even my friends got sick of it, I shall do something to myself.
Stop being a cheapo, i got a life to lead.
A better one perhaps.

Heartwreak, Lovewreak Or Shipwreck.
Its all painful and irreversible.
Tho it sucks, but when you overcome it.
You would become much stronger, indeed.

Even if its painful,
I dont cry that much anymre.
I dont feel like dying anymre.
I dont wanna hurt like i use to, its of no use?
I DONT KNOW.

But,
Whatever.

I hope my heart dies in heaven and;
may god take good care of my heart.