Keep Holding On?

I know, no point telling people i cant move on.
They will say: "Dramas, over and over again."

Even my friends got sick of it, I shall do something to myself.
Stop being a cheapo, i got a life to lead.
A better one perhaps.

Heartwreak, Lovewreak Or Shipwreck.
Its all painful and irreversible.
Tho it sucks, but when you overcome it.
You would become much stronger, indeed.

Even if its painful,
I dont cry that much anymre.
I dont feel like dying anymre.
I dont wanna hurt like i use to, its of no use?
I DONT KNOW.

But,
Whatever.

I hope my heart dies in heaven and;
may god take good care of my heart.